Therapy for Pregnancy & Postpartum Anxiety
“There’s no way to be a perfect mother and a million ways to be a good one.” — Jill Churchill
Anxiety during pregnancy and postpartum is common, but the problem isn’t you.
People around you may be well-intentioned, but the “shoulds” and expectations surrounding pregnancy and motherhood only exacerbate what already can feel like an overwhelming transition.
If you feel like you’re drowning, it’s not because you’re not good enough. It’s because our society is structured in a way that almost ensures you will feel this way.
Pregnancy and postpartum can feel like a whirlwind of contradictions:
wanting to be with your baby and also wanting a break
being grateful for the opportunity to be pregnant and also feeling scared
wanting to sleep and rest and being unable to due to anxiety and worry
knowing that online fear-mongering isn’t useful and getting swept away in the anxiety anyway
wanting to utilize your village and also being afraid to leave your child with anyone else
appreciation for your changing body and struggling with it at the same time
wanting to return to work and feeling guilty for using childcare
knowing you are doing a great job and also having thoughts that you’re not
My goal in supporting anxiety perinatal anxiety is to help potential, future, and current mothers to:
acknowledge and understand the structural issues that make this so hard
feel empowered to use evidence-based tools to work through anxiety and worry spirals
Here are some common ways anxiety can manifest during pregnancy, postpartum & beyond:
Before Pregnancy/TTC:
anxiety over making “the right choice”
anticipation of how your life and relationship will change
life starting to revolve around tracking, ovulation strips, and basal body temperature to the point where it feels consuming
grief over others’ celebration of becoming pregnant as well as an anger that you feel guilty acknowledging
During Pregnancy:
worries about something being wrong with your baby’s health
anxiety over the fact that you don’t feel connected to your baby like you think you should
worries about your ability to become a mom
hyperfixation on what foods you consume, what skincare and household products you use
worries about feelings of regret, “what ifs” about the future that can’t be tamed
frequent checking for baby kicks that goes beyond your provider’s recommendations
Postpartum & Beyond
worries about something happening to your baby
persistent, upsetting thoughts about your baby
fear of being left alone with your baby
frequent checking to ensure your baby is breathing
“baby monitor hyper-vigilance”
obsessing over scheduling, feeding, stimulation
a sense of urgency requiring you to engage in something excessively such as:
cleaning, checking for safety, seek reassurance from others
fear of acting on impulse to do something that you would never do
a relationship with Google where you feel like you should start paying them rent (please don’t!)
worries about the kind of relationship you have with your baby/children
anxiety over feeding your baby (“does switching to formula make me a bad mom?” “will switching to formula cause a drop in IQ?”
The list goes on and on. Do we see why telling new and future mothers “enjoy the best time of your life” might not feel too great? Not to mention, anxiety can be further exascerbated by experiences with issues trying to conceive, grief and loss during pregnancy, and any special circumstances.
Our society is not designed to help mothers. You’re not crazy for struggling. You’re not meant to go at it alone.